15 teenager (02.16.2011)

Today was a normal day. After school I made my homework. This Friday i will be a 15 year teenager, and I feel weird, like if knew something new would come inside of me, and that another thing that was all these years in, would left forever. I invited my schoolmates and some other friends to my house in my birthday. I'm sure it will be great! Now, I'm selecting the songs that would be played on "The Day". I'm very nervous, and exited, I can't wait for Friday, I feel that week is passing as low as a tree growing and for the first time since like 3 years I have felt bored on classes. I need to concentrate and focus on what the teachers teach us constantly, my head is in other place. I cannot explain the happines and enjoyment that feels being almost 15, everyone must and had felt that weird feeling but, at least me, can't explain with words the future, dreams, plans, and feelings that a teenager has on his mind. I'm getting notice what my parents always have told me, " Being a teenager means suffering, and despair because you can't explain and control must of your thoughts, feelings and changes that are happening, but, at the same time, is the phase of the new things, you experiment the first time you really love someone, your first really gaffes, you start to discover yourself, and you find real, true friends.