Cousins' Great Lost (Wednesday, 02.23.2011)

My cousin's great-grandmother died at the morning, she died of old we said, she died of diabetes, doctors said. I didn't had the chance to talk to her because she wasn't of my family, I only had seen her on family reunions. I went with my mom at afternoon to the funeral, is the first time I go to one, and I didn't felt comfortable in that place for several reasons: first, because I ddn't know most of the persons that were there, second, all of they had an absence of hapiness and hope; they seem like if all of them were depressed, but they weren't sad because the woman was very old, so this day was expected to everyone in the hall. We went from there 1 hour and a half later, and I made my homeworks. I agreed with a neighbors to watch a movie, but "it was very late to watch a movie on school's days", so the plan cancelled. I hope this woman would be on Heaven with God and free of any guilt, temptation and worry. I wish I would die of old, too. I have planed many things to do on Earth, I hope the time that God has given me would be enough.